If I could summarize the reason as to why I am in such a cantankerous mood into two words they would be – “Fucking Parade”.

I have never experienced anything even remotely as mentally taxing, physically debilitating and as brutal as organizing a parade. It’s far from hell. It’s DEATH. For those of you who don’t know I am currently busy being one of the head trainers for biggest event in the largest uniform organization in Singapore - The NPCC Annual Parade. However, I would not venture as far as to judge the whole experience too soon as this Saturday is the actual day and I have yet to witness the fruits of my toiling labour.

If I shut up about it then you can infer that it wasn’t as big a success as I hoped it would be.

I promise to be happier next week as I have laid out various activities for me which shall continue my streak of awesomeness.

Just a little update to tell you guys to stay tuned. I leave you with a tune that reflects much on what is felt when I’m wallowing in the depths of emotions.

THE GREAT PRETENDER

Oh yes I'm the great pretender (ooh ooh ooh)
Pretending I'm doing well (ooh ooh ooh)
My need is such
I pretend too much
I'm lonely but no-one can tell

Oh yes I'm the great pretender (ooh ooh ooh)
Adrift in a world of my own (ooh ooh ooh)
I play the game
But to my real shame
You've left me to dream all alone

Too real is this feeling of make (make believe) believe
Too real when I feel what my heart can't conceal

Oh oh, yes I'm the great pretender (ooh ooh ooh)
Just laughing and gay like a clown (ooh ooh ooh)
I seem to be what I'm not you see (ooh you see)
I'm wearing my heart like a clown
Pretend that you're still around
Yeah-eah, wooh hoo

Too real (real) when I feel (feel) what my heart can't conceal

Oh yes I'm the great pretender
Just laughing and gay like a clown (ooh ooh ooh)
I seem to be what I'm not you see
I'm wearing my heart like a clown
Pretend that you're
Pretend that you're still around

Fuck what you all think. I LOVE Queen.

FUZZ